Really Stressed

[Finelly]

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ForMe -

You survived today and did even more than survive. You were proactive and had a whole strategy designed to help you through the awful parts. That says a lot about your strength and courage. You are stronger than you feel you are, and we will keep reminding you of that as you carefully build up your own sense of accomplishment and power!!!!!!

[cleochatra]

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Hootie hoo! You are my hero!

Yay!

Keep it up!

[ForME]

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You know you are right, I lost me somewhere in the 14 years marriage and the two that we just lived together before we got married. There are soo many issues that will have to be taken care of before we try the living together again. This is all new to me, after our seperation I started real estate school, For Me. I was and still am tired of not being in control of anything. He controlled everything. I had to worry what his attitude would be like when he got home. ect. I had to hide a extra set of my car keys, in case we had to leave. I am stupid.. for even thinking of him. My self esteem must be really low. He always said alot of negative things about me. And you know what I started to believe him. He dictated who I was. That is a hard habit to break. And trying to take my life back. The ole me along time ago would not put up with it. Why can't I just let go. Am I trained??? I think journaling like someone suggested might help me find me.

Oh well thanks ladies and gents for letting me vent and get this off my chest. I feel alot better and in control of myself. And I will take it one day at a time.

to all!

Crystal

[Sirine]

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I want to just give you a

Everyone else said what I wanted to say!

[ShannonK]

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Good morning Crystal! How are you feeling today? I hope you are still maintaining such a positive attitude as your last nights post! If you are not, tell us. Posting always helps me!

[ladyinred]

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Thinking of you and sending good vibes your way for another successful day For You.

[ForME]

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Mornings are always hard, you have to start a new day. But I have some good tools to work with now thanks to everyone on here. Just got to keep busy and work just today.

And keep telling myself I will get through it. By evening time I will be glad and happy and see that it was done.

Today I am going to focus on getting all that water down. lol

Crystal