Re: Question-I ate popcorn...
I cheated because it was Easter, and my little girl was cuddled up on my lap offering to share her popcorn. It was just one of those Mommy moments when you don't say no.
I have not shared many things with her over the last several months. I have even passed up her "but I made it just for you all by myself" goodies that she has offered. I always just tell her I can't have those things right now but when my body is strong and healthy (I don't mention loosing weight around the kids) I will be able to share some of those things with you. We are both happy with that answer.
Maybe it was emotional eating? I was in control, I didn't need it, I only ate it at the theater during the movie instead of finishing off the whole bag when I got home. I wasn't binging like I used to and I wasn't gorging myself past the point of stuffed. I didn't plan my cheat ahead of time or I would have had something better health wise, taste wise the popcorn was pretty yummy!
I am proud of myself for not giving up, for being able to share that moment with my daughter (we don't have a television and this was the first movie she has been too) and being able to realize it was a moment, just a moment in my life.
I kinda feel like...I passed a test, an inevitable test that was going to happen (cheating) and I did just what I was supposed to do. Knowing what I know doesn't make me feel like now I can cheat and not worry because I can handle it.
I cheated because it was Easter, and my little girl was cuddled up on my lap offering to share her popcorn. It was just one of those Mommy moments when you don't say no.
I have not shared many things with her over the last several months. I have even passed up her "but I made it just for you all by myself" goodies that she has offered. I always just tell her I can't have those things right now but when my body is strong and healthy (I don't mention loosing weight around the kids) I will be able to share some of those things with you. We are both happy with that answer.
Maybe it was emotional eating? I was in control, I didn't need it, I only ate it at the theater during the movie instead of finishing off the whole bag when I got home. I wasn't binging like I used to and I wasn't gorging myself past the point of stuffed. I didn't plan my cheat ahead of time or I would have had something better health wise, taste wise the popcorn was pretty yummy!
I am proud of myself for not giving up, for being able to share that moment with my daughter (we don't have a television and this was the first movie she has been too) and being able to realize it was a moment, just a moment in my life.
I kinda feel like...I passed a test, an inevitable test that was going to happen (cheating) and I did just what I was supposed to do. Knowing what I know doesn't make me feel like now I can cheat and not worry because I can handle it.








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