My life as I know it ended

[lowriders]

Hey Pam,I know what a shock it must have been,I lost both my parents in feb. in a freak accident,pretty hard to stick to a way of life when you feel like your life is over :no but it isn't,you go on even if it doesn't feel right,after all its what our parents would want us to do right?

Give your self time Pam,you'll find your way again,and i'm deeply sorry about your dad :hug hang in there ok?

[Pam_C]

Jen111 thanks. i think my "sister" was in the driveway to scope out his belongings. She is heartless and no matter what I will never have any reapect for her. My father always loved them and welcomed them into his heart no matter what. I felt I ahd to tell my brother how I felt and I know my dad would have forgiven him. Two years ago he called and made an effort to see my dad. I let him know I felt hatred for them but truly believe in the dream I had the night before the funeral and so I told him I forgave him. As for my sister.... her own kids have disowned her because of my dad dying and now they wish they had knew him better. May she reap the seeds she has sewn. God bless you nand your family and one day somehow things will work out. THANKS EVERYONE. I have been back on the wagon for 3 days now and so far so good!

[Jen111]

Your sister sounds like a narcissist and in spiritual terms - a Jezebel. In the end they alienate the loved ones that they can no longer control. Do research on it on my site and on the net and you will gain understanding.

Please don't ever hate. It will only hurt you and the loved ones around you. But, I do understand just how angry one gets.

It is a case of you reap what you sow. Scary!

Great that you are still on track!!!

(((Lowriders), I am so sorry for your loss. How tragic. You sound so strong.