ICES REVISITED (NO EXCUSES) All or Nothing!!!

[iyamamaschke]

Re: ICES REVISITED (NO EXCUSES) All or Nothing!!!

YAY Rikki WOOOHOO.

hey, guess what I fit into a pair of Levis now you all know they fit tight man my *** looks so hot in these pants and I just wanna feel myself up. My tummy is flat like a pancake of course it's squished in which totally rocks but, I can move in them breath in them the waist is a bit big, You know HOW HUGE this is WOOHOOO!! Ok, I'm going to take a pic of me in these pants I am sooo excited to see what I look like man I might have to buy a couple of pairs WOOHOOO!!

Sarah

[speedygt03]

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Hey Guys, I'm alive!

I havent been posting much lately because i've been a cheater. I'm so ashamed and I dont know whats wrong with me. I dont even wanna come in here and read what you guys wrote because I feel so worthless around all you big losers in here. and I dont want you to think less of me because i fell off. When I posted a few days ago and said I thought it was going to be another cheat day, then it didnt and i did really well. the next day i cheated and have been ever since. IM NOT getting on the scale but the way i gain\lose so quickly, i wouldnt be suprised if i gained 15lbs in the past week, lol. its so hidious. blah!

My exercise isnt a problem. I still do everyday, its just the eating, its SOOOO hard to get back on when you fall off. I cant stand it. I know what I have to do but i just cant seem to do it. UGGH! I wanna crawl under a rock and live there. I feel so low.

PLUS--as if being bloated, huge and angry isnt enough....i've been killing myself thinking about going to school and my work. I wish I could tell you how everything has been and happened but its so much. Basically its this: I wanna go to school again, really really bad. But i've been with the huge companies since i got outta high school and YES im farther along now than alot of people my age but they are working at walmart, going to school and they will be ALOT farther ahead of me in the end because they didnt waste there time on great jobs now, they got a stupid job to pay the bills and get them through school and thats it. But me...i get these great *** jobs but cant go to school because of them. make sense??? it really came down hard on me yesterday because this lady that i hired a while back to search for jobs for me called. she found this huge company who will start me out at $11.75\hr which isnt a huge paycut if i was to go there, and they will work me 40hrs\wk with full benefits, but also let me work in shifts so i can go to school. BUT this company isnt anything i would wanna do for the long haul, just to get me through school and then follow my degree. but i dont know if i should leave this doctors office (great job) to go with a stupid company and go to school. im farther ahead now, but in the long run i'll be behind. im so lost.

so thats me recently. killing myself, wondering what the **** im gonna do!!!

so if anyone has any advice, please lemme know. this is the most stress i've had to deal with in a long time.

sorry i've been MIA, i promise i will keep in touch more. tomorrow is STRICT induction and lots of relpax (for migraines) and the couch. i will get back on this. i gotta.

*Krystle

(p.s. thanks for worrying about me! you made me feel loved, its a great feeling)

[iyamamaschke]

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Hey, Krystal, I am sooo glad you are Back even know you have been Bad. (((SAD FACE))) I feel for you cause I have been there. I want you TO STOP IT!!!!!!! I feel so bad I feel the pain in your words. Ask yourself this right now Why do you want to do this. Why do you want to lose weight. If the answer is for anything but, you then you need to reset your mind and start thinking of this as a YOU thing. You ahve to love yourself no matter what, no matter if you screwed up or what, you are putting yourself down, making yourself feel worthless, you are woth it you are special, you are beautiful, you deserve this just as much as I do. I want you to do this for you. Put yourself first right now and think of what you want. I know what you want but, you gotta want it for yourself and that's it PERIOD. I love U Krystal and I'm now KICKING YOU *** literally. Stop sabotaging yourself and Jump in get with us here I know you wanna do it now QUIT making excuses drop the carb laden crap this second and COme back in here.

Sorry if this is somewhat harsh but, I think you want me to really give it to you.

COMMON KRYSTAL YOU CANDO IT!!!!

Sarah

[iyamamaschke]

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Is everyone ok, I hope I wasn't too harsh Krystal I luv ya Please don't take my post the wrong way I wanna be here for you no matter what you know how much I care about you I do.

((HUGS)))

Sarah

[loser4life]

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I am here, I don't think you were too harsh, we all know you want the best for everyone~ I have just been really busy, I am trying to get things straightened out for all the christmas parties we have going on this week, one of them which we are hosting! yikes~ We are about to head off toa Titans game(our friends got us tickets). Then I think we will hit the nashville malls to do some christmas shopping, try to wrap it all up! I don't think we have too may gifts left to get, but there are a few...... dieting is still going well, no cheats, I will coutn all teh walking today as exercise, because it will be a lot of exercise- to the stadium and then all through the malls!

[speedygt03]

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No Sarah--you werent too harsh at all! I know you are just trying to help me out and I really appreciate that. I just dont feel right coming in here when i've cheated thats all. I swear the only things that I talk about in here are my jobs and my cheating.

I honestly feel bigger now than I was when I started, I SO badly wanna jump on the scale and see the damage I have done. But I know that will just make me more upset.

Please dont feel like i'm not coming around here for any reason other than the fact I feel like im betraying you all. Sarah-you werent to harsh on me. It really helps, thanks.

Alright, well im out.

*Krystle

[loser4life]

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Krystle, you get back here right now young lady!~!!!! Listen, it is not worth sabotaging yourself!!!! Girl, you have some so far and did so well for so long, you can do this- we all knwo you can. I guess it is a matter now of do you want it? is that one day of eating worth the two weeks it will take you to get back to where you were??? It sooo isn't worth it!!!! You have to come to the conclusion you want this for YOU, until you do, you will cheat, and we will still be here waiting for you to come home.....................

*A year from now you'll wish you had started today*

aheemmmmmm.....

[iyamamaschke]

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YUP, I don't care if you cheated or what I want to to come here as often as you can, here you are in the company of those who love you want you to succeed and those that will help you and be your support, by not comming here you are hurting yourself so get your but in here like Rikki said Go out shopping and buy yourself a BOX of hot rods and beef jerky, you know what helped me when I was a cheater for so long. I was a major sugar junkie. Well I would buy those LC bard the best ones I could find and cut them in tiney pieces then put them in the freezer. When you feel like you wanna eat crap go grab a pice it's hard and sweet and tastes the consistancy of caramenls when they are in the freezer. I know bars are a no no to a lot on here but, in the sence if it helps you to come back then I am all for it, do what you nbeed to do to get back on.

Ok, Yoly I know you went away, I miss you just wanted to let you know that, hope you are back soon and logging in and chatting it up sweety I wanna have a gab session.

Oh speedy turn on your AIM cause I added you as a contact we can chat on there K.

Sarah

[iyamamaschke]

Re: ICES REVISITED (NO EXCUSES) All or Nothing!!!

Oh DID I telll you RIKKI HOW GREAT YOU ARE DOING WOOOOHOOO!!!!!!! Look at you, you exercise demond and still cheat free WOOOHOOO for our RIKKI GIRL. YOU ROCK!!!!

[loser4life]

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Thanks so much Sarah- I agree, if those bars can help you---- I don't mean daily... but like the other day(actually yesterday) thats what I had for breakfast because I was in sucha rush. that is the only reason I keep them around, however, I try not to eat them otherwise, but thats a good idea sarah about freezing tiny pieces, however, I may catch myself going to the freezer till they are gone , I am not very good with self control! LOL

[iyamamaschke]

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Hey, sorry I have been soo increadibly Busy where is everyone it seems our little group has gone Caput I am sooo sad WAHHH!!

I am still here going strong and I want you all to know whatever you need I am here for ya however I can be K.

Well any how I ran 7.5 miles today and walked .5 miles for a total of 8 miles today WOOHOO. I am really hoping to hit the 100 pounds lost by the new year I wanna look right now and see if I am closer ROFL.

So I went in today and got some new glasses I look sooo fab WOOHOO it's a new me I love it.

I'll have to take a pic of my new glasses.

Well better run got company.

Sarah

[loser4life]

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I am soory to say I have been siper duper busy too! I will catch up soon! I had a "holiday party (christmas) at my house tonight itwent well... pretty much a bunch of high xchool buddies getting together wiht their hubbies gabbing!!!! LOL... we had a good time, no cheats here, I amaze myself sometimes.... talk more when I am sober lol

[loser4life]

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no cheats except I can see the alcohol in my typing!!!! LOL

[iyamamaschke]

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OH OH, Rikki LOL well at least you're still around, I wonder where Krystal and Yoly are I miss everyone If ya see them tell them to come by.

I talked to Yoly here 2 days ago she has a lot going on so I am sure that's why she hasn't been here I sure hope she is able to pop in soon.

KRYSTAL where are you!!!!!! Please come in at least tell us how you are doing girl.

I have a massive cold sore YUCK I haven't had one in ages guess the holiday stress is here and it's showing on the side of my mouth man I hope it heals real fast cause I ahve a Christmas party next Friday I am sooo excited WOOOHOO. I don't even know what I am going to wear should I wear a dress or pants or what HMMM I am aiming to dress but, the Christmas party isn't dressy but, I wanna look beautiful. I dunno. I think I will pick up a pair of Black Dress pants and a really nice shirt for me and mayeba a dress HMMM. Any Ideas girlies??



Sarah

[Yoly1001]

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Hello guys, how is everyone? Seems like everyone is super busy, it is that time, Christmas always makes me nuts. Throw in a birthday party, a vacation, fighting with relatives, and you got yourself an explosive situation.

I did really good eating wise while I was on vacation, and that is pretty increadible, believe me! Hidalgo is the place that OA goes to die, it is the place that you go and stuff yourself, everyone goes there and pigs out, big time. I didn't eat anything bad though and I weighed in yesterday adn was down 2 pounds, eventhough it was first day of TOM. Crazyness!

I am jumping back to induction though, I feel like I need to be really strict with my food when I start up excercise again, for some reason if I am more lax with my food it is harder to jump back in to Slim in 6. So today strict induction, maybe for the next few days maybe for the next two weeks, who knows, I'll play it by ear. I am doing Ramp it Up today when I get home from work, and I hope to get back into Burn it Up by next week. I feel bad about dropping from the challenges but with school and vacation I just couldn't keep it together. I hope everyone understands.

Thursday is my last day of work and then I am off for 3 whole weeks! Abi's birthday was yesterday, which is why I wasn't around, I was partying with her . We are having her party on Saturday and expect a good turn out. I hope it all works out ok.

I am drinking green tea right now, I had a cheese stick for breakfast, and brought salad and chicken with ceasar dressing for lunch. I am gonna workout when I get home, I may only do WATP, my throat feels a bit scratchy but we'll see when I get there. I can see I'm shrinking big time, especially in my waist, God is being kind seeing as how He knows I've had a shitty couple of days. Oh well, everything is better now, I am letting go of all the stress and enjoying my life. Tohell with worries and preocupations, that's not what I'm about anyway.

So I weighed and am now at 184!